6.05.2006

[Counter-point] "Going Beyond God"

Here is a link to a salon.com article titled "Going Beyond God". I felt the need to post this since my recent posts have given the impression I am anti-religion. I am not anti-religion. I distrust organized religion, but I do not hate the people who have faith or believe in those religions. Do I feel they are misguided? Yes. Do I feel they do not see the whole picture, or choose not to see the whole picture? Yes. Am I wrong? Probably.

I feel that somewhere the organized religions got in the way of the meaning of God/the spirit/nirvana/Tao/The Great Kleenex/Etc. Spirituality became too stratified in doctrine, dogma, procedure, pomp and ceremony, especially the Christian faith of which I am most familiar.

In this interview, Karen Armstrong makes many salient points to which I very much agree, here are some excerpts from the interview:

Well, explain that. What is religion?

Religion is a search for transcendence. But transcendence isn't necessarily sited in an external god, which can be a very unspiritual, unreligious concept. The sages were all extremely concerned with transcendence, with going beyond the self and discovering a realm, a reality, that could not be defined in words. Buddhists talk about nirvana in very much the same terms as monotheists describe God.

That's fascinating. So in Buddhism, which is nontheistic, the message or the experience of nirvana is the same as the Christian God?

The experience is the same. The trouble is that we define our God too closely. In my book "A History of God," I pointed out that the most eminent Jewish, Christian and Muslim theologians all said you couldn't think about God as a simple personality, an external being. It was better to say that God did not exist because our notion of existence was far too limited to apply to God.

You're saying these ancient sages really didn't care about big metaphysical systems. They didn't care about theology.

No, none of them did. And neither did Jesus. Jesus did not spend a great deal of time discoursing about the trinity or original sin or the incarnation, which have preoccupied later Christians. He went around doing good and being compassionate. In the Quran, metaphysical speculation is regarded as self-indulgent guesswork. And it makes people, the Quran says, quarrelsome and stupidly sectarian. You can't prove these things one way or the other, so why quarrel about it? The Taoists said this kind of speculation where people pompously hold forth about their opinions was egotism. And when you're faced with the ineffable and the indescribable, they would say it's belittling to cut it down to size. Sometimes, I think the way monotheists talk about God is unreligious.

Unreligious? Like talk about a personal God?

Yes, people very often talk about him as a kind of acquaintance, whom they can second-guess. People will say God loves that, God wills that, and God despises the other. And very often, the opinions of the deity are made to coincide exactly with those of the speaker.

Yet we certainly see a personal God in various sacred texts. People aren't just making that up.

No, but the great theologians in Judaism, Christianity and Islam say you begin with the idea of a god who is personal. But God transcends personality as God transcends every other human characteristic, such as gender. If we get stuck there, this is very immature. Very often people hear about God at about the same time as they're learning about Santa Claus. And their ideas about Santa Claus mature and change in time, but their idea of God remains infantile.

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I think these questions are tremendously important now because more and more people, especially those with a scientific bent, say we don't need religion anymore. Science has replaced religion. You know, religion used to explain all kinds of things about the world. But science for the most part does that now. And people who are not religious say they can be just as morally upright.

They can. I fully endorse that. I don't think you need to believe in an external god to obey the Golden Rule. In the Axial Age, when people started to concentrate too much on what they're transcending to -- that is, God -- and neglected what they're transcending from -- their greed, pompous egotism, cruelty -- then they lost the plot, religiously. That's why God is a difficult religious concept. I think God is often used by religious people to give egotism a sacred seal of divine approval, rather than to take you beyond the ego.

As for scientists, they can explain a tremendous amount. But they can't talk about meaning so much. If your child dies, or you witness a terrible natural catastrophe such as Hurricane Katrina, you want to have a scientific explanation of it. But that's not all human beings need. We are beings who fall very easily into despair because we're meaning-seeking creatures. And if things don't add up in some way, we can become crippled by our despondency.

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Well, what do you say to the scientists, especially the Darwinists -- Richard Dawkins would be the obvious case -- who are quite angry about religion? They say religion is the root of much evil in the world. Wars are fought and fueled by religion. And now that we're in the 21st century, they say it's time that science replace religion.

I don't think it will. In the scientific age, we've seen a massive religious revival everywhere but Europe. And some of these people -- not all, by any means -- seem to be secular fundamentalists. They have as bigoted a view of religion as some religious fundamentalists have of secularism. We have too much dogmatism at the moment. Take Richard Dawkins, for example. He did a couple of religious programs that I was fortunate enough to miss. It was a very, very one-sided view.

Well, he hates religion.

Yeah, this is not what the Buddha would call skillful. If you're consumed by hatred -- Freud was rather the same -- then this is souring your personality and clouding your vision. What you need to do is to look appraisingly and calmly on other traditions. Because when you hate religion, it's also very easy to hate the people who practice it.

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Because there are all kinds of inflammatory things that are said. For instance, many passages in both the Bible and the Quran exhort the faithful to kill the infidels. Sam Harris, in his book "The End of Faith," has seven very densely packed pages of nothing but quotations from the Quran with just this message. "God's curse be upon the infidels"; "slay them wherever you find them"; "fighting is obligatory for you, much as you dislike it." And Sam Harris' point is that the Muslim suicide bombings are not the aberration of Islam. They are the message of Islam.

Well, that's simply not true. He's taken parts of those texts and omitted their conclusions, which say fighting is hateful for you. You have to do it if you're attacked, as Mohammed was being attacked at the time when that verse was revealed. But forgiveness is better for you. Peace is better. But when we're living in a violent society, our religion becomes violent, too. Religion gets sucked in and becomes part of the problem. But to isolate these texts as though they expressed the whole of the tradition is very mischievous and dangerous at this time when we are in danger of polarizing people on both sides. And this kind of inflammatory talk, say about Islam, is convincing Muslims all over the world who are not extremists that the West is incurably Islamophobic and will never respect their traditions. I think it's irresponsible at this time.




I think this point needs to be emphasised:


Well, he [Richard Dawkins -ed] hates religion.

Yeah, this is not what the Buddha would call skillful. If you're consumed by hatred -- Freud was rather the same -- then this is souring your personality and clouding your vision. What you need to do is to look appraisingly and calmly on other traditions. Because when you hate religion, it's also very easy to hate the people who practice it.


So readers (if there are any) please never think that I am not without my own form of spirituality, and I apologize if I appear like I am selecting out those of faith for persecution. I am not, and I do not hate you for your beliefs (despite what my passionate reactions may indicate) but I will not stand by while their actions promulgate a doctrine of prejudice, hatred, and oppression. Even if the actions of an individual do not reflect it, the actions of the whole of which they are a part can be damning.

[Politics] The Wedgie

As the political season heats up as fast as the weather this summer, the party in power once again is forcing 'wedge' issues as opposed to confronting and dealing with real issues. I speak of this to both parties as really unless some major shake ups happen we are merely chosing the lesser of two evils (I would choose Cthuluhu, but he's not running). The economy, despite what economic analsysts on news programs says, is in the dumps, and we have inflation looming heavy on the edge just out of view. The increase in gas prices are finally starting to have a ripple effect in the economy as the cost of basic and needed goods (such as food) increases. Interest rates have been on a steady rise resulting in increased debt load to most Americans as well as an increasingly rapid deflate in the housing bubble (it will only pop in a few places). Tax breaks to the richest 1/3 of the country is insuring that the poorer 2/3s is footing the bill for everything from our failing infrastructures to a War in Iraq that we (and the Iraqis) are totally screwed. We don't have infinite wealth (hell most Americans don't even have savings) and if China decides to divest its holdings in our monetary infrastructure then we will see a rapid downward spiral of our standard of living. We are and have been for some time living on borrowed time. But I digress and now return to my issues at hand, the 'wedge' issues, or I like to call them the over-emotional issues. Let me recap the three top ones:

1. Gay Marriage (the non-threat)
2. Flag-burning (yes, this has once again been resurected)
3. Reproductive Choice (this is in fact a very important issue as it affects our rights as citizens, but too often I have seen it abused as a wedge issue to distract from other more immediate and more pressing issues such as the loss of funding to public education, or rising poverty rates)

These issues are not as important as the current party in power wants you to believe. They are hot-button, FUD (fear, uncertainty, and doubt) issues used to fire up people and whip them in a frothy frenzy so that they will be distracted from the real issues. I can see why people gravitate to these issues, it is easier to scapegoat and lash out in fear at these issues because most people think they understand them. This is the problem, people no longer understand the issues, nor do they want to try. Why? I think it is because once Americans started thinking about the real issues again we will see an unprecendented rise in depression (luckily we have drugs for this).

All is not lost, if you are in a discussion of politics with people this season and someone (especially a candidate), starts stumping these wedge issues, counter them with their thoughts on a real issue or two. Don't be a dink about it, do it to get them thinking about other things. Here are three good real issues, but from a local to a national level many, many, many, real and very important issues exist:

1. Medicare and the near future of health care in this country as the baby boomers retire, or just health care costs in general.
2. The economy and why most Americans have not seen the recovery, tax breaks in a time of 'war', corporate welfare, rising debt, the effect of rising gas prices, the trade imbalance.
3. The approaching energy crisis and what can be done in the form of truly renewal or bridge technologies to buffer the loss of fossil fuels (I think this will require a unified American effort on a scale larger than the Space Program to achieve).

Resist and counter. But be civil.

6.04.2006

[Worst] Bumper sticker

There it was, yellow letters on a red strip. Give War a Chance. I couldn't believe what I had read, so I did some very skillful maneuvering to get a better look. How could anyone display a bumper sticker like that? Second look it still read, give war a chance.

I'm all for irony, camp, satire. In context I can easily see how that phrase would work, but on a bumper sticker? There is no set up. Plus it was a crappy teenager car driven by crappy teenagers.

I was really offended. And I can't remember the last time I felt this way.

6.01.2006

[Politics] "War is Swell" OpEd piece on Salon

I recommend a read of Sydney Blumenthal's opinion piece on Salon.

Here is a teaser:


In the beginning, the elements of the war paradigm appeared to be expediencies, conceived as a series of emergency measures in the struggle against al-Qaida. But, in fact, their precepts were developed in law review articles before Sept. 11 by John Yoo, promoted to deputy assistant attorney general in the Office of Legal Counsel at the Department of Justice, where Vice President Cheney's office assigned him to write key secret memos on torture, surveillance and executive power. Once Bush approved them, the clerisy of neoconservative lawyers, at least as tightly knit as Opus Dei, put them into effect. The war paradigm is Bush's "Da Vinci Code," the difference being that its high priests acknowledge in private that it is real.

5.31.2006

[Food] White Trash-tastic

I had to counter, and fast! Chana Masala bequeathed me with a certain sophistication I was ready to shed (previous Eat Club). I called my ma (Hey ma! Get off the dang roof!) and unearthed a favorite of mine from growin' up in rural MN. It's one part casserole one part terrible for you. Perfect.

Pizza Pop-Up
1lb ground beef, browned (the higher the fat content, the better)
1 can pizza sauce (stay away from Chef Boyardee sauce)
1 onion, sliced
1 pepper, sliced
1 can black olives, sliced
1 large package mozzarella cheese (again, don't skimp on the fat)

Mix together

Place mixture on top of 1 can biscuits, cut into quarters

Bake for ~45min at 375F

Add freshly grated parmesan cheese for classy touch

Meatless works just as well. Last night I decided to substitute in some cherry tomatoes for my vegitariat friend.

Bad Mother Bars (hereafter known as Ridiculous Bars)
K thru 12 I went to school with a set of female fraternal twins. One was lovely and perfect, the other relatively normal. Their mother was a total bitch to the non-perfect one. Awful, awful mother. Makes good bars.

Make some rice crispie bars (on box)
Melt 1 can of sweetened condensed milk with 1 bag of caramels
Pour mixture onto RCBs
Make some more RCBs
Place on top of RCB/caramel goo
Melt chocolate chips
Top 'er off

Many thanks to GeistX and Nerdwife for the libations and entertaining company. I'm glad you've been enjoying the culinary trip 'round the world. I have a proposition: I think we should spice up Eat Club with a rotating 4th. Maybe people we always intended on getting to know but just didn't get around to it? Wandering bums on the street? Starving friends?

[ITMFA] I reiterate...

What does it take to impeach this guy?

Sunday article on the Boston Globe indicates that Cheney's legal aide reviews legislation to help remove provisions that would limit Presidential power.


WASHINGTON -- The office of Vice President Dick Cheney routinely reviews pieces of legislation before they reach the president's desk, searching for provisions that Cheney believes would infringe on presidential power, according to former White House and Justice Department officials.

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The Bush-Cheney administration has used such statements to claim for itself the option of bypassing a ban on torture, oversight provisions in the USA Patriot Act, and numerous requirements that they provide certain information to Congress, among other laws.

Previous vice presidents have had neither the authority nor the interest in reviewing legislation. But Cheney has used his power over the administration's legal team to promote an expansive theory of presidential authority. Using signing statements, the administration has challenged more laws than all previous administrations combined.

5.30.2006

[Required Reading] "Tyranny of the Christian Right"

I strongly recommend everyone read this post on AlterNet, "Tyranny of the Christian Right". Despite the hot-button title, it is actually quite full of a rational approach to what I feel is becoming a major concern in America. This article has managed to manifest in terms far more thorough as well as elegant than me, my viewpoints (though I do not agree with all parts of the article, but overall I agree with most of it). Here is an excerpt:

America's ragged divides

Those who want to fight Christian nationalism will need a long-term and multifaceted strategy. I see it as having three parts -- electoral reform to give urban areas fair representation in the federal government, grassroots organizing to help people fight Christian nationalism on the ground and a media campaign to raise public awareness about the movement's real agenda.

My ideas are not about reconciliation or healing. It would be good if a leader stepped forward who could recognize the grievances of both sides, broker some sort of truce, and mend America's ragged divides. The anxieties that underlay Christian nationalism's appeal -- fears about social breakdown, marital instability and cultural decline -- are real. They should be acknowledged and, whenever possible, addressed. But as long as the movement aims at the destruction of secular society and the political enforcement of its theology, it has to be battled, not comforted and appeased.


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According to Steven Hill of the Center for Voting and Democracy, the combined populations of Montana, Wyoming, Nevada, North and South Dakota, Colorado, Nebraska, Kansas, Oklahoma, Arizona, and Alaska equal that of New York and Massachusetts, but the former states have a total of nine more votes in the Electoral College (as well as over five times the votes in the Senate). In America, conservatives literally count for more.

Liberals should work to abolish the Electoral College and to even out the composition of the Senate, perhaps by splitting some of the country's larger states.(A campaign for statehood for New York City might be a place to start.) It will be a grueling, Herculean job. With conservatives already indulging in fantasies of victimization at the hands of a maniacal Northeastern elite, it will take a monumental movement to wrest power away from them. Such a movement will come into being only when enough people in the blue states stop internalizing right-wing jeers about how out of touch they are with "real Americans" and start getting angry at being ruled by reactionaries who are out of touch with them.

After all, the heartland has no claim to moral authority. The states whose voters are most obsessed with "moral values" have the highest divorce and teen pregnancy rates. The country's highest murder rates are in the South and the lowest are in New England. The five states with the best-ranked public schools in the country -- Massachusetts, Connecticut, Vermont, New Jersey and Wisconsin -- are all progressive redoubts. The five states with the worst -- New Mexico, Nevada, Arizona, Mississippi and Louisiana -- all went for Bush.

The canard that the culture wars are a fight between "elites" versus "regular Americans" belies a profound split between different kinds of ordinary Americans, all feeling threatened by the others' baffling and alien values. Ironically, however, by buying into right-wing elite-baiting, liberals start thinking like out-of-touch elites. Rather than reflecting on what kind of policies would make their own lives better, what kind of country they want to live in, and who they want to represent them -- and then figuring out how to win others to their vision -- progressives flail about for ideas and symbols that they hope will appeal to some imaginary heartland rube. That is condescending.

5.21.2006

[Question] IT, PS2, and working at the liberry

How can I play connect my PS2 to my weaponized laptop? I could use some GTA at the liberry.

5.19.2006

[Work] Its 8pm on a Friday and...

I'm at work. Singing the on call blues. The Netbackup environment post-switch firmware update. On a reconfiguration reboot of a media manager the tapes reassigned themselves to new /dev/rmt/X assignments, which I guess is not unexpected as we are using the dynamic qlogic drivers. The version of Netbackup we are using likes to know that tape drive /dev/rmt/Xcbn is a certain assignment, so me (and a co-worker) are re-doing the links. After a few hours of detective work I have whipped up a script to match the physical device assignment to the correct /dev/rmt/X* link. Here is my script:

#!/bin/ksh -x

# mk-tape_links.sh ##
#
#
###

###
# variables
###
TAPEOPTS="b bn c cb cbn cn h hb hbn hn l lb lbn ln m mb mbn mn n u ub ubn un"
TAPEDIR=/dev/rmt
TAPES=/var/tmp/tape-nums.txt
TAPEDRVS="0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12"
PATH=/usr/bin:/usr/sbin

export PATH TAPEOPTS TAPEDIR HATAPEDRVS

# for links to work correctly, must be in /dev/rmt
cd ${TAPEDIR}

# loop through all the tape drives to be defined
# the numbers correspond to /dev/rmt/X* links.
for x in ${TAPEDRVS}
do
# pull the drive physical path out of definition file
DEVICE=`/usr/bin/grep "^${x} " ${TAPES} | /usr/bin/awk '{print $2}'`
export DEVICE
/usr/bin/ln -s ${DEVICE}: ${x}
# loop through and create all the options
for y in ${TAPEOPTS}
do
/usr/bin/ln -s ${DEVICE}:${y} ${x}${y}
done
done


/var/tmp/tapes-num.txt is formated like this:

0 ../../devices/pci@23d,700000/SUNW,qlc@1,1/fp@0,0/st@w500104f000771e2a,0
1 ../../devices/pci@23d,700000/SUNW,qlc@1,1/fp@0,0/st@w500104f000771d4c,0
2 ../../devices/pci@23d,700000/SUNW,qlc@1,1/fp@0,0/st@w500104f000771e45,0
...



Probably an easier way to do it, but it works and is recreateable as I feel this will happen again.

5.17.2006

[Game] Dawn of War: Winter Assault

I am a gamer, not hardcore, but I enjoy FPS, RTS, turn based stratedgy, and simulators. One of the better RTS games I had picked up recently (well ok, almost a year ago) was Warhammer 40k: Dawn of War. It is set in the dark and grim future where all mankind has is war. You command Imperial Space Marines, Mysterious Eldar, Barbaric Orks, or the Ruinous Powers of Chaos. In single player campagin mode, you are a Company Commander of the Blood Ravens Chapter of Space Marines. In a surprisingly interesting storyline, each mission you complete moves you a step down the story that includes twists and turns and even betrayl. It reminded me of the richness of story found in Warcraft 3. In a few missions, you fight with the Imperial Guard, humans with nothing more than guts and guns in a universe of aliens, mutants, the mystical, and the unreal. I thought it would be nice to play them and in one mission you do, but you cannot really use them more than as a stop gap against an Orkish horde. The Winter Assault expansion is different, the Imperial Guard are now the full-on playable race, with their own units, strengths and weaknesses. It focuses on having you build an overlapping, cooperative force, as without massed tactics and unit cohesion, the Guard break and run easily. The graphics, as in the first one are very well done as are the sound effects and ambient music. For anyone who remembers the game WH40k: Final Liberation (based on WH40K Epic, where you get to control Titans), DoW is similar and easily (at least for me) as much fun. I recommend it.

Other games I am currently playing:

Masters of Orion 3
Star Wars: Empire at War (with the Improved Venator mod as I love that ship)
Star Wars: Republic Commandos (for the millionth time)
Rome: Total War + Barbarian Invasion

[Mental Health] Did something just snap?

No, but I feel a bit better today. I had been having a lot of pressure lately, not that anyone could notice with my 'BattleCry' rant post. Strange, it took going on call, a usually stressful affair, to take the pressure off.

5.16.2006

[Survey/Sci-Fi] Materialism in a post-scarcity economy

An interesting idea has been rolling around in my head the last couple days. Imagine we end up with engines of true creation: nanotechnology, matter-pattern replication, pretty much any technology which given energy and raw elements can construct a perfect copy of any physical object. Ask for platinum ingots, you get platinum ingots. Ask for an egg-salad sandwich, you get an egg-salad sandwich. Numerous science fiction versions of this have been considered. So, given that we invent the technology to create perfect replicas of anything, and have sufficient energy and resources to create such replicas (and we show the wisdom to not use such technology to destroy ourselves), name FIVE things or less that you would personally choose to have perfectly replicated for you to own (ala austere desert island list). I'll stipulate that you cannot replicate a whole person, although a set of spare replacement organs from your own genetic code is fair game. You also cannot replicate things which are unique and unreplicatable by their nature (a particular piece of land overlooking the Mississippi River, for example). Assume replication is perfect at the atomic (but not quantum) level, and can be up to the size of the Great Pyramid of Giza. Assume that you have all the basics of living provided (food, clothing, basic shelter, medical care). Alternately, name FIVE things or less that you would want to own that currently exist and are unique and you would want to prohibit from being replicated (a specific piece of real estate, a particular artwork, etc.) I'll post my own choices in the comments. What would you choose?

5.15.2006

[Relgion] BattleCry and why it scares me

"Only a sith deals in absolutes." - Obi-Wan Kenobi, Revenge of the Sith

UPDATE (5/16/2006): Ok so I've slept on this and spoke with some friends. I don't redact what I've said. I still believe that such gatherings serve no purpose other than to promote an agenda of passive hatred and intolerance, but as a friend points out, becoming outraged over this only serves their purposes. Outraged should be saved for the real Hitler Youth, and not these gatherings. A lot of my reaction centers on my distrust of organized religion and their apparent abuse of power. I also feel frustrated that we have moved into an irrational post-modern world, where no amount of reason, evidence, or discussion can change people's minds. Two-way debate is apparently dead. How do we re-open channels to discussion, where we can agree to disagree, and accept other's views, religion, feelings, orientations, strenghts and weaknesses?

One other point I need to make. They have a right to their freedom of speech and their freedom of beliefs, just like I have my right to criticism them. That is the beauty of the rapidly evaporating Bill of Rights. It provides a framework for people with difference to co-exist, that is as long as both sides respect the other's rights and freedoms, something that is disappearing rapidly from this country. So BattleCry members, wrap yourselves in whatever blanket of comfort you need, just know that there will be those who contradict you and they are not sinners and they may not even be your enemy.

http://www.truthdig.com/report/item/20060511_battle_cry_theocracy/

Holy shit.

I mean really, holy shit.

“This is war. And Jesus invites us to get into the action, telling us that the violent—the ‘forceful’ ones—will lay hold of the kingdom.” - Ron Luce, founder BattleCry

“I will keep my eyes on the battle, submitting to Your code even when I don’t understand..." - Ron Luce, founder BattleCry

You know I was once Catholic until I was 11, then Atheist until 24, now I am quasi-Agnostic. I now have my own form of spirituality, as I found nothing in religion, science, or philosphy to classify my understanding of faith in life, the universe, and everything. I am not violent, but I have to say things like this want me to violence. To see the youth of this country so deluded and brainwashed by the mis-interpreted and twisted dogma of the extremist/fundamentalist evangelical agenda really upsets me.

When I was a Catholic, our Priest spoke of tolerance, acceptance, and love for everyone, even those who do not like you or agree with you, we were 'all God's children'.

When I was an athiest, I tried to be a decent human being. Treating others with respect and accepting different view points.

I feel to each their own, as long as their own does not interfere with my liberty or life. This interferes. This interferes in a big way.

Smoke some pot all of you BattleCry memebers, have some sex (or masturbate) and lighten the fuck up. Seriously, you guys seem like the Hitler Youth movement. Wrapped in American flags and spouting your intrepetation of the Bible and preaching your version of the 'final solution'. You are no different a religious zealot than the extremist fundamentalists of islam who see to have the rule of islam forcefully installed on the world. Have we reverted back 1000 years to the time of the Crusades?

It is not hard to imagine in a few years we have a open police state (we have a hidden one currently) where you are imprisioned without question for not towing the religious party line.

On a side note, troops to the border of Mexico??? WTF?

5.12.2006

[Mental Mutterings] Musings on the nature of Time

Time.

The great constant, or so we perceive. Time is a prevelant defining factor of our lives. We are born, we live for a variable period of it, and we die. Between birth and death we do some other stuff, most of life attempts to extend time and cheat death in the attempt of immortality through the transmission of genetic material on to the next generation.

Time.

It is a filter that separates our souls from each other. Time and space, linked, we cannot exist in two places at two times at once. Death is a removal of this filter, we enter timelessness. Do we become one with each other and that of all there is? We are already a part of that, we are made of the stuff of stars and the universe.

Time.

Pre-destination or free-will? We experience life with a 0.5ms lag. What we sense occurs 0.5ms before our brain processes it. Our brain compensates this time lag. But still our being lives in a future from what our consciousness tells us.

Time.

We are analog entities, yet we feel the need to split time into discrete quanta. Jagged peaks that are the ticks of the clock. Solid barriers that delineate one second from the next. But this is an illusion, it only exists if we look at a clock. Without clocks life passes in a simuflow of existence. We are not mindful of age, as without clocks age is meaningless.

Time.

The great equalizer, creator, destroyer. Over time all is turned to dust and all is created.

Time.

Is relative. As we move, it changes. As you near the speed of light, time slows within your frame of reference. At the speed of light, time stops. Light exists both in time, as it can move through space over time, and beyond time, as at the speed of light time stops, faster than it and causality is reveresed.

Time.

It is an illusion, lunch time doubly so.

[Musings] American Culture...deep as a mud puddle

Just commenting on something I have noticed since cancelling cable. People here do not have much to talk about besides what happened last night on TV. How vapid. I realized this when I was in a remote class this week surrounded by other IT people. The topics that often arouse, when asked 'what did you do last night?', the answer, with 80% accuracy was, 'watched X on TV.'

Damn, come on we have better things to talk about. The top three things most discussed at an American workplace I am willing to bet is:

1. TV
2. the weather
3. sports

I care very little about all three, which means I often used to find it hard to talk to co-workers, or worse I am avoided since I do not watch TV. Or rather used to, at my new job most of my co-workers are like me and cancelled TV, or simply just don't watch it. It is kind of refreshing topics most often do not revolve around the top three. I feel lucky. We talk about politics (in small doses), books, activities, food, etc.

Wake up America, TV enslaves you, controls you, pollutes your mind. Turn it off, go outside, read a book, play a video game, take a walk.

I re-iterate that since dropping TV my mind feels clearer and cleaner. It also challenges me to figure out ways to have conversations with others that do not revolve around TV.

5.11.2006

[Government] No Such Agency

The NSA has been attempting to keep a database of every phonecall made to, from, or entirely within the United States since at least 2001. And they are doing it with the help of AT&T, Verizon, and BellSouth.

The Bush Administration has halted the congressional investigation into illegal NSA wiretapping by refusing to grant security clearances to the Justice Department attorneys responsible for the investigation (Justice Department: "We are going to investigate you." NSA: "No you aren't, you can't, we're not going to give you clearance to know anything about what we are doing." Justice Department: "Okay." NSA: "Suck it."). The Bush administration even blocked Rep. Nancy Pelosi's attempt to find out which members of congress had been briefed on the program by classifying the list of their names (although Pelosi herself was likely briefed on much of these programs).

NSA whistleblower Russell Tice cannot blow the whistle to congress because the members of the House and Senate intelligence committees are not being given security clearance to hear his complaint.

Bush's nominee to head the CIA is the General who ran and defended all these illegal programs at NSA. The president apparently lied about it. The Attorney General may have perjured himself lied about it while not under oath before the house Judiciary committee.

Unchecked power of this kind is as great a threat to us as terrorism is. This is a an unprecedented threat to human rights. These illegal acts must cease, and the people responsible for them must be held accountable.

Oh, and some small props are due to Qwest, the only one of the major telecoms that didn't cave to the NSA.

UPDATE: BellSouth claims they didn't collude with the NSA.

UPDATE: Verizon too.

5.06.2006

[Politics] DFL CD5 Convention

Keith Ellison.

Ugh.

While it was nice that the 5th district convention saw fit to endorse a candidate for Congress in fairly short order (instead of taking 15 ballots to do it), their choice leaves me wanting. Several of the candidates were more impressive: Mike Erlandson (who pulled out early since he was not going to abide by the endorsement), Gail Dorfman, and my own candidate Jack Nelson-Pallmeyer. Ellison just didn't seem to have the gravitas, the intellect, or the details down. While a charismatic man, his speeches were fairly canned and stilted, his issues of limited impact in the grand scheme, and his overall political thrust just isn't where the I think the DFL needs to be right now. Never before have I been less impressed by a slate of state and federal level candidates as I have been with this electoral cycle. The only race I have any real enthusiasm for is the gubernatorial run by Becky Lourey. Go Becky!

There is still a lot of work to do, and I'll be there to help get it done in June in Rochester at the state convention, but the Democratic party in Minnesota seems to be having a crisis of picking a coherent identity.

On the upside (I hope), the 6th Congressional District Republicans have seen fit to endorse that raving right-wing religious loony Michelle Bachmann. The DFL candidate in the 6th should hopefully make a serious challenge in what has traditionally been a conservative district.

The CD-5 convention was a zoo, as expected. Eleven candidates running for congress, eight of whom initially sought endorsement, lead me to think I might have been there all night. I was an alternate and did not get to vote, but if it had gone long that situation might very well have changed. As it stood, I got out of there in plenty of time to see Osmo Vänskä conduct Shostakovich tonight. I'd have gladly given up the Minnesota Orchestra in order to endorse a better candidate, but it was not to be. I'll obviously support whoever the DFL candidate for congress is, I'm just not sure yet if Keith Ellison will be getting my vote in the primary.

UPDATE: Shostakovich - fantastic. Golijov, great, and Dawn Upshaw is the least annoying soprano I've ever heard. That second song 'Lúa Descolorida' just nailed me. Mahler - the Adagietto (4th movement) is wonderful, but the rest of Symphony No. 5 is an overlong, incoherent epic mess like most of Mahler's works I've heard. Wonderfully played though, as always.

5.03.2006

[Justice] Moussaoui Sentence

Life in prison

The use of the death penalty in our fair country is one of the deepest shames I have for being an American. The facts are quite clear, it's not a deterrent. It is cruel and unusual. Plus a system that allows for the execution of the mentally retarded, the elderly, juveniles, and the potentially innocent is abhorrent and unable to be entrusted with such decisions.

The most frightening aspect of the death penalty is the idea of giving the government absolute power over life and death. They can barely educate school children, assist the impoverished, or even pronounce difficult words, such as nuclear.

I am proud of those jurors. The pressure to kill a 9/11 terrorist must be enormous coupled with the wrenching testimony of the victims' family members. Certain portions of the population may be disgruntled because an eye for an eye, but they don't realize executing a man for planning to kill people does not promote the idea that killing is wrong.

[Food] Welcome to Eat Club

Nerdwife, celesathene, and I have started an 'Eat Club', where we cook dinner for each other once a week. Last night was my turn. The rules of Eat Club are:

1) No one talks about Eat Club
2) No one talks about Eat Club
3) If it is your first time, you have to cook
4) Everyone eats, no one quits

Anyways, on your night you choose what to make and are in charge of planning as well as preparation.

For my night, I choose to make beef and portabella skewers, here is my menu:

1st course: endive and mixed green salad w/ Ginger-Miso organic dressing, artfully arranged

Main course: beef skewers, portabella skewers, grilled portabella tops, chips-n-salsa

desert: strawberry shortcake, bosten cream cake

charcoal: natural hardwood chips

meat: locally raised, organic, grass-fed, free-range beef, pre-cut into large cubes

portabella tops: organic large portabellas (x5), 1 package of small-medium whole portabella

salad: 3 endives, leaves peeled and arraged at corners of square bowl, the cores chopped and mixed with a spring-mix of salad, sliced radishes, shaved carrots

skewer fixings (for both types): 2xlarge red peppers, sliced into squares, 1 large red onion (quartered, the layers are broken apart and used on the skewers), left over medium whole portabellas, 1 dozen small red potatoes cut in half. I arranged the skewers as followed:

===[potatoe half]=[red pepper slice]=[onion layer]=[beef cube/mushroom]=[mushroom/potate]=[red pepper slice]=[beef cube/mushroom]=[potatoe half]==>

Marinade:

I made the marinade in an amount large enough for both mushrooms and the beef.

1.25 cups balsamic vinegar
1 cup olive oil
2 cloves garlic minced
1 cup onion diced
4 branches of fresh rosemary (de-stemmed, just use the leaves)
enough shavings of fresh ginger to taste

mix the ingredients in a large bowl until the oil and vinegar are evenly mixed. Split amount in half and put into 1 gallon sealable freezer bags. Refridgerate overnight.

On the day of cooking, place the beef into one bag for at least 8 hours and put back into the refridgerator.

2.5 hours before cooking, remove bags from refridgerator. Add mushrooms to non-beef bag and let set for 1 hour. While waiting for marinade to work its magic, clean up the large portabella tops. Gill side up soak with olive oil, dash of balsamic vinegar, put on some fresh garlic, crushed red pepper (in my case it was cayanne) and let sit until ready to grill.

Assemble skewers and let cook on grill. When meat skewers are almost done add the mushroom skewers and portabella tops. Cook to taste.

I am not a cook and this was a great learning experience. I was far more capable than I thought. One of the main lessons learned was that I should have pre-cooked the small potatoes before putting them on the grill. They were quite underdone. In the future I would nuke the potatoes until they are half-done before putting them on the skewers.

Beer that was served: Bohemia (a nice ale from Mexico)

Wine served: Relax Riesling (white), Fezter Gewurstrimzer (sp?, white)

Coffee served with dinner: Illy espresso decaf for drip coffeemakers.

5.02.2006

[Musings] Its 2am and I am awake redux

Again I find myself awake at 02:00. This time I am channelling my restlessness into getting the new version of JET (Jumpstart Enterprise Toolkit) working and finishing the initial base install flash archive of Solaris 10 1/06, which will be the first Solaris 10 via jumpstart image my workplace will have. It has been a good learning experience. I have learned a lot about JET and about Solaris 10. I had to do a bit of post-install scripting to get a few bugs fixed. JET has this nasty habit of not genning SSH keys for some reason and that means when it is done with the install sshd won't start and instead will go into a maintenance mode. 'svcs -x' does not give any really useful information. Doing a bit of digging I found that sshd will not start unless host keys are present (duh), after confirming that /etc/ssh did not contain any keys I whipped up a quick script that genned the SSH keys (DSA only) as well as performing some other configuration (enabling NTP, hardening inetd, disabling print services (we use LPRng), adding HDS support to mpxio, adding a smarthost to sendmail, etc.). I then create a flash archive once I was satisfied that the OS is configured to a base minimal level. This archive will be the 'golden image' upon which further customizations will be made until a working production archive image is done. The next step is to add the freeware and utilities that we need to the image (such as LPRng, emacs, nano, gtar, gcc, binutils, /usr/local/perl, etc.). Once these final customizations are made we will have a working production install image. We are also planning on purchasing some of the new SUN T2000 servers, which are nice, energy efficent, 1U machines that contain the new Niagra chip, which is a single processor with 8 cores, which can service up to 32 threads at once. It is a great app box for things like LDAP, web server, database (like Oracle) and anything that is not floating point computationally intensive as the proc only has a single FPU for 8 cores. The bus is also PCI-E and screams. We have a loaner system that we are going to install a 10Gb ethernet card into and see if we can get above the theoretical maximum of 2.8Gb that we are seeing on systems with PCI-X and 66MHz bus speeds, we will see however as the 10Gb cards we have are PCI-X. Anyway I digress, I mentioned the T2000 as once I have flars built, I will have to build special onces for the T2000s as the new chip technology is different from the 'sun4u' architecture of the other systems, it is 'sun4v' and flash archives must be built to specific target architecture, and currenlty 'sun4v' is only supported on Solaris 10.

Why am I awake? Various reasons. A lot has been pressing on my mind. I am having difficulty balancing work/home/social. A lot to do/I want to do, not enough time. The old story. This job has forced me to be far more social than I am used to and I am a very private person. Adjusting is hard, even after a year. This summer is shaping up to be busy, like last summer was, but the difference is that it is filled with a variety of things I want to do as opposed to a summer of things I had to do (i.e. work on that damn house in the Cities).

I purchased a new (used) bicycle from the local bike shop (Bicycle Sports). It is a Bianchi and I love it. I have only had it for two weeks and have put close to 60 miles on it. This last week has been dismal and rainy, so I have been grounded, which has sucked. This bicycle offers me more than activity and exercise, both of which I need, it also gives me freedom. When I get on the bike and start riding I am transported back in time to when I was 10 years old tooling around on my bike. Carefree, happy, exhilerated.

Ah well enough rambling, back to my flash archive test install, SSH is not starting post install using flash install (as opposed to jumpstart), eventhough I have a script in place to gen new SSH keys, back to debugging, at least in a pinch we can jumpstart a system.

[Activism] I re-iterate my boycott against Target

Alternet.org has an article here paralleling the similarities between Target and Wal-Mart. In short it is a big box store that has a deliterious affect on towns and community, as well as having a Pharmacy policy that puts the Pharmacists beliefs over customer needs.

from the artice:

In contrast to this image, however, critics say that in terms of wages and benefits, working conditions, sweatshop-style foreign suppliers, and effects on local retail communities, big box Target stores are very much like Wal-Mart, just in a prettier package.

Of more than 1,400 Target stores employing more than 300,000 people nationwide, not one has a union. Employees at various stores say an anti-union message and video is part of the new-employee orientation.


We have been boycotting Target and Wal-Mart and have been able to source 99% of our needs from other more local/regional and progressive sources, and this is in Rochester, a small city of only 85,000. I realize in the south (Arkansas in particular) as well as some rural areas, you have no option but to go to Wal-Mart or else travel 30-40 miles to get your needed goods. In that case, all I can say is that you can fill out customer surveys asking that Wal-Mart treat their employees better, amend their Pharmacy policy, and stop doing evil.

5.01.2006

[Regret] Mom I am a terrible son

Mom,

I don't know if you will read this before I talk to you but I am sorry. Sorry for being a terrible son. I forgot your birthday for the third year in a row. Its not like I don't have my life in order, I have no excuse. I am sorry.

Happy birthday, very belated. I still love you, I am just absent minded.

Your son

PS Becuase I will probably miss Mother's Day, Happy Mother's Day in advance and sorry for not having sent a Christmas gift.

[World] May Day

Happy May Day! Workers of the world be celebrated!

4.30.2006

[Politics\Humor] White House Correspondents' dinner

Stephen Colbert is my personal hero[MOV]. The full video in better res is available: Part 1 Part 2 (other clips on page NSFW)

4.28.2006

[Energy] On the future of energy

With all the talk lately about moving us away from Middle East oil and the dependence on fossil fuel energy, I though I might run down a list of technologies and see just how they may pan out as viable energy sources in the future. A lot of politicians have been giving lip-service to R&D for energy, oil alternatives, biodiesel, ethanol, and on and on, but few seem to grasp some of the difficulties.

Fisrt of all, evidence has continued to mount that we are at or near peak oil, a condition when the ability to extract oil from the ground plateaus globally, and we begin the downard slope of the bell curve of oil production. Since so much of our economy is dependent on oil, this is very, very bad. This includes not only petrol car ramifications, but also diesel industrial vehicle and trucking system fuels, plastics production, home heating oil (really just diesel), and a myriad of other uses intergral to industrial society.

There is also indications that we are pretty much reaching the limits of regional natural gas production. Natural gas, unlike oil, cannot be easily shipped overseas. The large natural gas pipeline infrastructre that we have exists to pump gas over connected continental land masses. In order to get natural gas to America from the Middle East, or the Caspian, or Russia, we have to turn it into liquid state, called LNG. LNG shipping requires specially designed ships, hugely expensive and quite dangerous regassing terminals at port. It has been pointed out that a terrorist bombing of an LNG regassification terminal could theoretically create an explosion on par with a small nuclear warhead detonation. While Canada has been providing us with only a fraction of our natural gas supplies, that represents over 50% of the annual production in Canada.

So what are the solutions? The first thing I should indiciate is that if there were any easy or simple solutions to these problems, I'd write a book, file a few patents, and make billions. We would likely be using some of them already. But we aren't.

The first thing that people should understand, especially the politicians who will be creating policy and subsidizing certain potential solutions, is that entropy is a very important principle. ENERGY RETURNED ON ENERGY INVESTED (EROEI) is one of the most important concepts to understand when figuring out if any of these energy lifeboats is going to float. Many of the energy solutions that have been proposed require much more energy to create than they actually produce.

I'll start with cars, since so much of our economy has been designed with the car in mind. The costs of running petroleum in internal combustion engines are likely to rise to a level that makes the technology unviable in the near future. The global demand will simply outstrip supplies, and only with huge price increases will demand level off to any extent, as people will simply be unable to afford transportation.

Hybrid cars are an attempt at simply increasing overall efficiency of the internal combustion engine. Right now, they are for the most part, expensive 'statement' cars that are still dependent on gasoline. The price premium on the Toyota Prius is not worth it in the long run, and a small diesel car is a better value and would get better mileage (and could easily be converted to run on biodiesel). The Honda Insight is a better choice in terms of ROI, but the technologies themselves don't really fix the fundamental problem, which is the continuing need for oil supplies, even at a lower rate. I should also point out as a driving-minded thinker, that these are some of the worst handling cars on the road, although that is likely to change over time.

A new take on hybrids has been what is referred to as the 'plug-in hybrid', which is largely an electric car with a small petrol engine to provide boosts in power. While plug-in hybrids can get better mileage than even a diesel, at least potentially, that then takes the large burden of oil dependence and moves it to the electrical grid, which at times has been overextended (esecially at around 4 pm on a 90 degree summer day). One needs to be certain that the costs of electricity and the energy sources of electricity (in this state, that would be largely from coal - yes a plugin hydrid is a car that largely runs on coal) are any better or cleaner than what we currently use. Just as importantly, the large scale switchover to a plug-in hybrid or electric car approach by the bulk of the population would put enormous pressure on electrical production. I'll talk about electrical production later on in this essay. I must also point out that battery technologies require great deal of energy and fossil fuel inputs to build, and are often remarkably toxic, so disposal becomes an issue. EROEI must be calculated carefully to make sure that this will work.

What about biodiesel or ethanol? This depends entirely on where it comes from, where the feedstock comes from, and how efficiently it can be produced. My local politicians would probably like to see our local corn farmers producing ethanol for cars. The problem is that every gallon of ethanol produced from corn is a net energy loser. On average, it takes 54,000 more BTUs of (fossil fuel) energy to produce a gallon of ethanol from corn than you get from the corn (pesticide, fertilizer, collection by farm marchinery, transport, refining). You would have been better off burning the oil and natural gas in your car than trying to make ethanol to burn. Other feedstocks for ethanol may be more efficient (beets, sugar cane). Brazil has been fairly successful in getting off oil with sugar cane production for ethanol. Still, there are some significant problems with biodiesel or ethanol production. Land size is a big one: to produce corn ethanol for every car in the US would require 97% of all the farmland in the US. Feeding the country is not going to be an afterthought, I'm afraid. Using weeds and crops that don't require big fossil fuel inputs (switch grass, etc.) are perhaps a better idea. Similar geometric projections make any kind of agriculturally produced fuel source difficult in country with so many people living in it with an industrial lifestyle. It would be easy to produce fuel for 20 million cars. It becomes vastly more difficult to produce fuels for 200 million cars. Biodiesel feedstocks with high efficiency (like algae) might require the energy to pave the equivelent of a dozen or more San Fransiscos. These are massive projects that we likely will not have the capital to afford.

What about synfuel? Yes, using the Fischer-Tropsch process, you can produce what is essentially diesel from coal. This doesn't get us off fossil fuel dependence, although the US has coal supplies that will last a hundred years or more. These processes are also quite expensive, and are not likely to replace any significant portion of our motoring fuel needs anytime soon.

How about hydrogen? Let me tell you right now, hydrogen is a sick joke. To create a hydrogren fuel cell car, you need to first create hydrogen. Where are you going to get the hydrogen from? The simplest way is to split water molecules using electricity. This itself requires huge amounts of energy. The cheapest way right now is to use natural gas as the hydrogen feedstock. This is not viable since we are running out of natural gas as well, and we still end up with dependence on fossil fuels. Unless we can determine a catalytic way to produce hydrogen at a much higher efficiency, it takes more energy to produce hydrogen than we will get out of the hydrogen. Again, EROEI, or net energy, needs to be our watchword. Lets say, though, that we can get some hydrogen. How will you store it? An automobile that runs on compressed hydrogen gas will need to have a physically huge tank pressurized to thousands of pounds per square inch to get any realistic travel distance. What do you think will happen to a person in a car who gets into an accident? Crash your car with a 5000 psi hydrogen gas tank into another car? The police will mop up what is left of you with a sponge. Hydrogen also leaks out of almost every container we put it in due to the small size of the atoms. The other major method is to cool the hydrogen down to a liquid state. This has its own myriad of problems and will be quite expensive and potentially dangerous. Then how do you produce electricity from the hydrogen. Well, right now you use a fuel cell. The cheapest fuel cell car that has been produced by a major manufacturer has a current cost of about $1,000,000 per car. Even if that price can come down by a factor of 10 (which would be a lot, and the car still costs $100k), the fact is that fuel cells require platinum as a catalyst. All the platinum ever mined in the history of humanity would provide enough platinum to create a fuel cell car to replace every car on earth...once. Even with recycling, platinum supplies make fuel cells for a mass motoring technology difficult if not impossible.

I'll set aside highly unlikely scenarios, like converting cars to run on propane or natural gas. The latter especially is unlikely due to a likely peak in natural gas production and in the far greater difficulties in transport.

Moving on to electrical generation, half of all electricty produced in the United States comes from coal. While our coal supplies might be equal to the oil supplies of Saudi Arabia in their heyday, coal is dirty, and it is a fossil fuel in any case. Cleaning up coal with technologies is a good stopgap approach, but coal is not a viable long term technology, especially given the threat of global climate change with carbon dioxide emissions. It is interesting to note also that coal plants produce more radiation than nuclear power plants do, as the burning of coal releases radioactive isotopes naturally found within the coal itself. In fact, if coal plants were regulated under the same rules that nuclear plants were, every coal plant in the United States would be shut down.

Obviously, if oil and natural gas are problematic by price for cars, they will be for electrical production. About 10% of Minnesota's energy comes from these sources. The overwhelming number of energy plants built in recent years have been natural gas, and with the industry beginning to realize that natural gas supplies are going to be tight, with nothing to fuel the plant there is no profit to be made on huge capital investments.

Nuclear fission is, I think, a viable option, if only as a stopgap. I know this is not what many environmental crusaders and anti-nuclear activists want to hear, but nuclear power is reliable, clean for the most part (the process of obtaining uranium is not so much), and safe when used properly. A lifetime of energy for a family of four would consist of uranium fuel that could fit into a beer can. Is nuclear fision great? No, it has many problems. One problem is waste disposal, which is a very real problem for very long term storage and also security in transport and storage. Still, all the nuclear waste ever produced on earth could be placed into an area the size of a high school gymnasium. Future technologies may make it possible to reprocess nuclear waste into a useful form as well. There are security issues with a 9/11 style attack on a plant, but good design for reinforced structure and containment make this better than many alternatives. There is the problem of fuel - uranium is not an infinite source, and the stress internationally on U235 reactors (non-breeder) makes it a fuel source that could vanish within a hundred years or so. Breeder reactors (U238) are much better for fuel supplies, and can be used to synthesize more fuel. The unfortunate side effect of this is that breeder reactors produce Plutonium, which is what you use to make nuclear weapons. In fact, some regard breeder reactors are nuclear weapon production facilities first and electrical generators second. Close watch and a strong IAEA would be neccesary, especially in regards to nations like Iran. A potentially untapped, but hugely difficult form of nuclear fission that could stand for a significant injection of R&D money is thorium reactors. Radioactive thorium is in huge supply and could provide us with significant energy, but the difficulties are significant.

Nuclear fusion is a technology that needs R&D money right now. The US should throw money at the ITER project, JET, and any significant project working on making nuclear fusion a net-energy gain technology. Nuclear fusion would be safe, reliable, and would likely be able to produce energy indefinitely in large amounts. I've even heard rumors about mining the moon for Helium3 supplies, since HE3
would be a much better fuel for fusion.

Methane clathrates, or natural gas in crystalized forms in deep, cold ocean depths, represent a potentially significant form of fossil fuel energy that has been untapped. These deposits represent huge amounts of natural gas supplies that could be used. The great, and significant danger of trying to mine methane clathrates is that every attept to disturb their resting places has offgassed orders of magnitude more gas than one would be able to capture, and since methane is a far more effective greenhouse gas than carbon dioxide is, any attempts to mine these sources commercially could accelerate global warming out of control in very short order. Thus, for now, I would say these already problematic sources are simply too dangerous to attempt to use.

Hydroelectric energy has been largely tapped. We've dammed just about every river that can be dammed, and the effects on the ecosystem have been significant. In the end, hydroelectric is just not a growth form of energy. A form of hydroelectric, tidal power, may be. The power of the ocean tides is significant (a form of energy that comes from the moon instead of the sun), and tapping them could help provide energy to coastal regions, but of course, this too may have significant effects on the ecosystem and the life in tidal bays.

Wind power is a great potential source for growth, is in abundance, is clean, quiet, and a useful way of harnessing the sun's power. We should build wind farms anywhere they are viable. Don't like what they'll do to your view? Suck it up. That includes all the rich Mass. citizens with beach property who don't want offshore wind turnbines.

Solar electricty and solar heat are huge potential resources, and R&D should be thrown at them, but solar is also inconstant, and any project that would make solar a significant source of electricty would be one of the most awesome and expensive engineering projects in human history. All the solar panels ever built in history provide only a fraction of the energy we consume. The materials required, energy required for investment, and sheer land space required would be beyond any previous project. Energy storage (batteries, capacitors) in a large solar production environment would themselves require quite a lot of energy. Right now, renewable energy sources are only 2% of Minnesota's electricity. Increasing that to even 20% will cost enormous sums.

There are a few other off-the-wall ideas, but these represent the bulk of ideas in energy thinking right now, and each has difficulties. When one realizes that a single gallon of gasoline contains the equivelent of 500 hours of hard labor of a human being worth of energy (think about this: one gallon of gas moves my 3700 pound car 22 miles at 60 miles per hour, and that is at less than 100% efficiency), you realize how this amazing resource, now in decline, cannot easily be replaced. Our ingenuity in figuring out how to wring such energy out has been clever, but we have significant challenges ahead of us.

So what should we do?

1) Conserve energy as much as possible. The longer we have to work on this problem, the better likliood we will come up with a good and working solution.

2) Don't cut the gas tax. Gas should be expensive, lest we disincetivize the needed development of renewable energy technologies. I know it is eating into your budget, but we have long-term problems here, and giving you a fuel refund isn't going to help solve them.

3) Stop trying to secure the last vestiges of cheap, reliable oil with military force. Your lifestyle is over. Get used to it. That money is better spent fixing and developing a more dense infrastructure and creating transit technologies that will let us keep some vestige of what we have. The faster we admit that things have changed, the better off we'll be. Right now we're in the denial stage (blame the oil companies), we need to get past even bargaining and into acceptance.

4) Throw money at nuclear fusion research and R&D for renewables. Pay very close attention to net energy from start to finish. If it doesn't work with EROEI, then it won't work.

5) Move into a city or town that is more sustainable. Don't live in the burbs. Suburbs have no future. Build or live in a house that is energy efficient, with lots of natural light. Avoid high celings and single pane windows. Make sure the roof can handle passive soalr orientation for panels. Live in a condo if you can. Live near mass transit, and be able to walk or bike to work, to the grocery store, to the places you go every day. Try to live in a place where heating and air conditioning needs are limited. Insultate your house. Use compact florescent, metal halide, and LED lighting.

6) Support candidates for political office that get this kind of stuff. Throw out demagogues who think everything is fine, or that everything will just take care of itself if we let the free market dictate the rules.

7) Don't get behind any energy source if it is going to spew lots of greenhouse gas into the atmosphere. We shouldn't kill off the ecosystem just to run the lights at the mall.

8) Get used to having less. Get used to travelling less, and staying where you are.

9) Most of all, get talking on these kinds of issues with people you know. Our myopia up to this point has been fine when we had cheap energy to burn, but now things are different, and we need to get serious about these problems, and fast, because our lives are going to depend on the choices we make.

4.26.2006

[Oil] Politics of Oil

The Oil Drum makes a good case for why our national discussion on gasoline prices is missing the mark.

4.25.2006

[Politics] MN Congressional District 5 Speed Dating

The 5th Congressional District DFL held a meet-n-greet Q&A for CD5 delegates and alternates, and being an undecided on a few things, I went down to the Hennepin County Government Center to attend. The entire setup was a 'speed dating' approach, in which delegates sat at tables, while candidates for various offices went from table to table and had 8 minutes to try and 'make a connection', and then moved on. It was rather an interesting approach, although a bit overwhelming. Eight minutes of trying to size up this candidate, goodbye, hello, eight minutes trying to size up that candidate, on and on. In the three hours there was not even enough time to speak with all the candidates (and in a few cases, their loyal supporters where the candidate themselves could not make it out).

My primary interest in going was to come to some decisions on the CD5 Congressional Seat, about to be vacated by Martin Sabo. There are a ton of people running, all with their own ideas, agendas, backgrounds and approaches. I figure picking who might be my next member of congress seems pretty important, so I paid as close attention as possible in such a frenetic format. Other office seekers included candidates for Secretary of State, State Auditor, as well as US Senatorial and Gubernatorial candidates.

I'll link candiate's websites below. I'm not endorsing any of them, except the ones that I personally plan on supporting, which I will indicate. I'm not a part of any campaigns, or working for any of these people at this time, so it is just my opinion and not some steath attempt at political campaigning by any of the candidates.

Every congressional candidate supported leaving Iraq, and soon. All but one candidate told me they would support impeachment. Virtually all talked about universal health care, most of them want single-payer. Most mentioned sustainable energy and getting off foreign oil, although the knowledge of the difficulties and challenges that entails varied. Some really seemed to know their stuff, and some sounded more like they had a few talking points and little data to back up their ideas. Most had good ideas in the areas they were interested in.

Each candidate has things to offer. Want mental health reform and mental health parity? Gail Dorfman is your candidate. Believe in strong unions? Keith Ellison is your guy. Want a veteran political pit-bull with the knowledge of how to get stuff done? Anne Knapp would appear to fit that bill. Interested in civil & human rights and immigrant issues? Jorge Saavedra is who you want. Really, really want us to get out of Iraq this minute? Then single issue peace candidate (perennial at that) Erik Thompson is your man. I also spoke with Paul Ostrow, whose positions I didn't quite get, and didn't have the opportunity to speak with either Ember Reichgott Junge or Gary Schiff due to time constraints.

The two congressional candidates that stood out for me were Mike Erlandson, who had the most mainstream approach that I could tell, a fiscally minded thinker with some good policy ideas, and Jack Nelson-Pallmeyer, who is clearly the furthest to the left of all the other candidates with issues that speak to me. He gets fiscal accountability, peak oil, environmental degradation, and that we really need to get out of military adventurism. I like both candidates, and I'm not 100% sure yet, but my gut reaction at this point is that I will support Jack Neslon-Pallmeyer. Despite being a bit of a dark horse, he is the candidate whose issues most appealed to me, who spoke on a variety of issues that need addressing, and was progressive and outspoken enough to really make a difference. All things being equal, I'd like a little more of that Paul Wellstone spirit in Minnesota politics, and Jack would be the guy. If his support looks insufficient to get nominated or win the seat, I'll be more than happy to throw my support behind Mike Erlandson. He is certainly a good candidate, who has a number of ideas on a wide variety of issues, and I think he has the campaign skills to get elected. While he might not be a progressive in the firebrand style I'd like (he is fairly progressive in most ways, with a more moderate streak in economic policies, which I'm not necessarily against at this point), he would certainly make a fine legislator.

For senatorial candidates, I have actually been a bit underwhelmed. I think both Amy Klobuchar and Ford Bell leave me wishing for the days when Paul Wellstone was my guy. Both are good candidates, and with some good support, either should be able to beat that creepy twit Mark Kennedy, the Republican challenger. Ford Bell is probably a little closer to my beliefs, but Amy Klobuchar has the tenacity to go after corruption in government, and that isn't a bad thing. I just wish the senatorial race had a bit more 'wow' factor. A shame too, since the senate seat is probably the most important seat I'll vote on this year. I spoke with Mr. Bell, and a couple of spirited supporters in lieu of Mrs. Klobuchar. Still, I'm undecided.

For Governor, I plan on supporting Becky Lourey. Mike Hatch is the heavy hitter, but frankly, he's kind of offputting (read: a dick) from what I've heard from my fellow DFLers, and a lot of people will not support him. I didn't get a chance to speak with any of his supporters, and he did not make an appearance so far as I know. Also, Becky is just a really nice lady and when I think of the kind of person I want in the office, she's a great choice. I hope she can mount a spirited campaign leading up to the primary, because she'll need to to beat Mike. Steve Kelly is also running for Governor, but I did not get a chance to speak with him, although I did chat briefly with a supporter from his district.

For Secretary of State, I plan on supporting Christian Sande, who came off a lot better to my ear than Mark Ritchie, in the role I want the SoS to play. Either of them should defeat Republican candidate and incumbent Mary Kiffmeyer, who is just beyond the pale in her cronyism.

For State Auditor, my choice is easy: Rebecca Otto is running alone for the DFL ticket. She was nice enough to chat with me about the position (including explaining to me just what the State Auditor does - I really should have known more about the position than I did). Any candidate that pretty much is going to win the endorsement no matter what I do and still take time out of her schedule to come meet-n-greet deserves some props.

I kicked in $5 for a going away gift for Rep. Sabo. Enjoy, Marty! I have no idea what I got you!

I look forward to seeing the candidates next weekend at the CD5 convention, and then in June in Rochester for the State Convention.

[Security] Bruce Schneier - Movie Plot Threat Contest

Bruce Schneier in his latest Cryptogram has asked that bloggers spread the word about his 'Movie Plot Threat' contest. Here are the details:


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Movie-Plot Threat Contest



NOTE: If you have a blog, please spread the word.

For a while now, I have been writing about our penchant for "movie-plot threats": terrorist fears based on very specific attack scenarios. Terrorists with crop dusters, terrorists exploding baby carriages in subways, terrorists filling school buses with explosives -- these are all movie-plot threats. They're good for scaring people, but it's just silly to build national security policy around them.

But if we're going to worry about unlikely attacks, why can't they be exciting and innovative ones? If Americans are going to be scared, shouldn't they be scared of things that are really scary? "Blowing up the Super Bowl" is a movie plot to be sure, but it's not a very good movie. Let's kick this up a notch.

It is in this spirit I announce the (possibly First) Movie-Plot Threat Contest. Entrants are invited to submit the most unlikely, yet still plausible, terrorist attack scenarios they can come up with.

Your goal: cause terror. Make the American people notice. Inflict lasting damage on the U.S. economy. Change the political landscape, or the culture. The more grandiose the goal, the better.

Assume an attacker profile on the order of 9/11: 20 to 30 unskilled people, and about $500,000 with which to buy skills, equipment, etc.

Post your movie plots here on this blog.

Judging will be by me, swayed by popular acclaim in the blog comments section. The prize will be an autographed copy of Beyond Fear. And if I can swing it, a phone call with a real live movie producer.

Entries close at the end of the month -- April 30.

This is not an April Fool's joke, although it's in the spirit of the season. The purpose of this contest is absurd humor, but I hope it also makes a point. Terrorism is a real threat, but we're not any safer through security measures that require us to correctly guess what the terrorists are going to do next.

Good luck.

Post your entries, and read the others, here:
http://www.schneier.com/blog/archives/2006/04/announcing_movi.html

Movie-plot threats:
http://www.schneier.com/essay-087.html

http://www.time.com/time/nation/article/0,8599,175951,00.html
http://www.schneier.com/blog/archives/2005/10/exploding_baby.html
http://www.schneier.com/blog/archives/2006/02/school_bus_driv.html
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0075765

There are hundreds of ideas here:
http://cockeyed.com/citizen/terror/plans/terrorwatch.html


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[Asinine] Bush uses first reponders to break up crowd

From salon.com, 'Abusing the first responders':

When protesters blocked the route Bush was to take to the Hoover Institution, somebody apparently thought it was a good idea to create a ruse by driving a firetruck toward the crowd and claiming that it needed to get through for an emergency.

4.24.2006

[Oil] The slowly boiling pot

It would appear that President Bush is going to launch an investigation into rising gas prices (about a week after the Democrats demanded it). It will be a fruitless exercise. Since it would appear that we have nearly reached, or have reached peak oil, the rise in prices is likely a natural response to realistic predictions of the value of crude oil as a commodity. For the most part, gasoline's rising costs come from speculation on the world oil futures market (and in recent days, due to the switch from MTBE to Ethanol as an octane booster). With nothing but growing demand, especially from China, and no more likely supplies forthcoming, prices of this limited and extermely important energy source were bound to go up - oil company profits are just a side benefit to an otherwise normal market reaction. With many Europeans paying around $6-7 per gallon equiv., we shouldn't be complaining. One of the major differences is that our infrastructure (that would be low-density suburban housing and commercial/industrial development) was built on the promise of cheap and abundant oil forever. Well, sorry, those days would appear to be over. While major gains in efficiency could be made (cars, housing), the fact is that our infrastruture is a major liability. Even were we to create a viable replacement for the ICE automobile, say something that gets 150 miles per gallon (and we'd need the factories and energy to build millions and millions of them), there is still huge swaths of modern civilization that require huge fossil fuel inputs (methane gas for electricity and home heating, petroleum for pesticide, methane to make fertilizer for agriculture production in the green revolution style, oil for plastics, and on and on.) We are likely to see the end of things like economic growth, previous lifestyle, and virtually everything that we have come to take for granted in the US.

My own travel expenses have been racheting up along with everyone elses. While I have a job that I can do, to a certain extent, anywhere there is a high speed internet connection (which also presupposes an electrical infrastructure that never fails), most folks are not so lucky (I sense my future employment will involve setting up lots of SSH/VNC or VPN setups for white-collar workers - probably around the time gas hits $6/gal, which I fear, won't take too long...). At one of my main client's place of business, blue collar workers assemble expensive custom industrial machinery. Not only will skyrocketing prices make the goods cost a fortune, but my guess is many of the men building them make perhaps $12-15/hr. One of my coworkers indicated that his gasoline bill is now $500/month. Something's going to break, and soon, and my guess is that it will be the backs of the poor and lower-middle class in the very near future, and not long after, it will probably be the middle class. People's imagined wealth (3000 square foot homes, houses 50 miles or more from where they work) will become nearly worthless overnight, and with them any hope of economic well being. I'm personally looking to buy my first home right now. I'm dismayed at how little I can get for what I can afford, even knowing I make more than most Americans. I'd like to live right in the city [downtown-core/uptown](high density, able to walk, take the bus/light rail to work, telecommute, etc.), but frankly the sprawling suburbs of the Twin Cities give me a certain pause. The smart thing would be to live in a smaller town, not overdeveloped, but those can be hard to find (and more difficult to live in if you are an urbanite by nature), and odds are, any such places will become very hard to get into once the housing bubble burst blows this country's 'wealth' to kingdom come, as sustainable living arrangements will likely come at a price premium. With a personal savings rate of -0.5%, Americans are in no condition to weather such a mess, assuming rising medical costs don't bankrupt many of them even sooner.

As an aside, later this evening I should be chatting with the various and sundry candidates vying to take over Martin Sabo's Congressional seat (my phone has been ringing off the hook since I became a state delegate). Here's hoping a couple of the candidates 'get' this kind of stuff, and are electable to boot.

4.20.2006

[Politics] A bit of Advice to all Democrats, Green Party, Libertarian, non-Republicans...

Get a game plan to counter Karl Rove and his spin machine. He stepped down from the White House position in order to pursue managing the Republican races for the 2006 election.

Figure out a game plan.

Here are some tips:

1. He makes lies the truth, and tells them often. Respond with truth and don't be baited.

2. If he can't find anything against your candidate, he will fabricate truths. See #1.

3. Reality is relative. Up is down. He will go dirty right away and he won't play or fight fair. When in doubt take the moral high ground and don't waffle. To him waffle = weakness and weakness is exploitable.

4. Read Machevelli's 'The Prince', he is this century's Machevelli. We already have a term for his brand of politics, 'Roveian'.

Know your enemy. Know his weaknesses. Exploit them. He found the weaknesses in your parties and exploited them. If you do not counter Rove, you will not win anything in the 2006 election.

[Boredom] Sports Car Quiz

What kind of sports car are you? A stupid little quiz to kill a minute or so.

(I'm an Audi TT, which didn't surprise me in the slightest...)

4.19.2006

[Musings] My horoscope for this week

 VIRGO (Aug. 23-Sept. 22): In early spring, some of our forebears made love in newly seeded fields, hoping to magically propitiate the growth of the crops. Right now would be an excellent time for you to perform a similar ritual on behalf of what you love. If you're game, find a secluded outdoor spot on a warm day. Bring a Spartner if one's available, or take the earth or sky as your lover. Then carry out a rite of pleasure in which you offer up the spiritual essence of your bliss to the health and success of a beloved person or creature or situation that you want to thrive in the coming months.


Hmmm...sounds nice...ties in with the 'soul polutice' of a few posts back.

This entry made me think of the song 'Suvetar' by Gjallahorn. 'Suvetar' or 'Goddess of Spring' is a song in Finnish Rune chant, a very old musical form. The video is spectacular in its paganey goodness. I first heard this song late, late one night on a music segment from 'News Night MN', which was a small, locally produced public TV news show, at the end of the program they would feature music, often live, from various artists.

I had once found the translation for the song. The basic story is that it is a praise, a prayer to the goddess of spring, wishing for the renewal of the earth and the blessing on things that grow.

I play it loud at least once every spring.

Lyrics (original / english, note I do not have translation for the last stanza):

Suvetar hyvä emäntä / Suvetar, fine matron
nouse harja katsomahan / arise to see the seeds
viitimä emännän vilja / raise the matron's corn
kun ei tuskihin tulisi / so that we may be spared pain

Manutar maan emänätä / Manutar, matron of the Earth
nostele oras okinen / lift up the shoots from the ground
kannon karvanen ylennä / new shoots from the stumps
kun ei tuskihin tulisi / so that we may be spared pain

Syöttele metisin syömin / feed us with honey-hearts
juottele metisin juomin / give us honey-drink
mesiheinin herkuttele / delicious honey-grass
vihanalla mättähällä / on a blossoming knoll

siull on helkiät hopiat / you have shining silver
siull on kullat kuulusammat / you have glistening gold

nouse jo neitonen / rise up, o maiden
mustana mullasta / black from the soil

Akka mantereen alanen / underground crone
vanhin luonnon tyttäristä / most ancient of Nature's daughters
pane turve tunkomahan / lift up a thousand seedlings
maa väkevä väantämähän / to reward my efforts

Akka mantereen alanen / underground crone
vanhin luonnon tyttäristä / most ancient of Nature's daughters
tuhansin neniä nosta
varsin vaivani näöstä

[Politics] Good Riddance

Good Riddance you fat, lying twit. Since you became press secretary, I don't think I ever once heard anything come out of your mouth that wasn't a damned lie. I know you're just the messenger, but seriously, screw the messenger.

4.18.2006

[Video/Politics] Still Free tagged on Air Force One

Note, the video is fake (yet convincing). From http//www.stillfree.com


http://www.stillfree.com/wmv/Marc_Ecko_Tagging_AirForceOne.wmv

4.17.2006

[Music] Yeah Yeah Yeahs! Concert

Last night.

GeistX + Nerdwife + Celesathene + First Ave + YYY = FUCKING AWESOME!

Great concert. Made even better when the Amazon Bitches in front of us left.

Sadly no olive oil was used in the act.

4.13.2006

[Musings] Heading to a meeting soon

Scarfing down a rather poor salad (Thursday is salad day) from the food kiosk (closest source of sustenance to my office) before I go to a noon meeting. This made me think about how much of a hurry everything is in. A lot of this hurry is self-imposed. I don't have to go to this meeting, I should as it is the team meeting. But if I am late, I will still be employed.

Another example is my workload. I put pressure on myself to meet a deadline because I don't like confrontation or to see someone disappointed. But, in almost all cases, if I miss a date (which I do frequently because it is hard to balance home, work, fun, and break everything into enough time slices to accomplish everything in a week), I won't be fired. I may not get a raise (which in America = praise, employers don't truly thank you unless they give you more money, everything else is just a boss trying to show you that he personally understands what you are doing and it trying to encourage you, but employers show their thanks in the form of more $$$).

Time is a funny thing, there is never enough of it until you are dead. I think the world needs to downshift a few gears. Let a day be a day. Not work cycle, eat cycle, sleep cycle.

*EDIT* Or I could just get out of IT and move to a less stressful, possibly less paying, but more relaxing (like gardener). I have accomplished a lot at work, it just doesn't feel that way. The workload is so deep, you can't appreciate that something is done and accomplished as the next thing is already pressing. Just take a deep breath and move to the next.

4.12.2006

[Politics] How I learned to stop worrying and learned to love the bomb...

Listening to the BBC News Radio Podcast and I just heard that the Bush Administration and British Foreign Service have 'rebuffed' allegations of using nuclear weapons in Iran.


I would feel so much better if the definition of 'rebuff' meant 'removed'.

Time to rent "Dr. Strangelove".

4.09.2006

[War] Ira*

Iraq: Civil War almost here.

Iran: Bombing a distinct possibility. Oh, and we might use nuclear weapons.

Pharyngula has some reasoned commentary.

4.07.2006

[Theory] Scandal and the public

Scandals and politics are very familiar bed fellows. But there are certain scandals that incite more fervor and indignation from the public than others. I contend that sex scandals are more damaging to a career than money/drugs/corruption.

My supporting evidence:
-This administration. Every scandal short of a sex scandal, but still in power...
-Clinton. A couple of BJ's brought him down hard, but 'Whitewater,' 'Travelgate,' had less of a sting
-Gary Hart. Prostitutes or something ended his career
-Marion Barry. Did some coke while in office. Ran for DC council, won.

What is it? Our puritanical heritage? Sex and sexuality being a huge taboo to really talk about or acknowledge? Or is it the media coverage? Does the most effective media - right wingers - win? If Bush were to get some ass in the Oval Office, would it be the same?

4.06.2006

[Politics] Scooter leaks on Bush

From the Guardian:

Bush implicated in leak on Iraq intelligence

· Scooter Libby told to brief journalist on Saddam
· Court documents point to White House role


The NYTimes also is covering this.

Even Fox News.

4.04.2006

[Politics] Hey, Tom!

Don't let the door hit you on the ass on the way out!

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20060404/ap_on_el_ho/delay

4.03.2006

[Video] Yuki, "Joy"

The youtube addiction continues. I thought I needed to post something happier after "Army Dreamer". I like this video, I understand very very little of it since it is in Japanese, but the choreography is entrancing to watch.

[Music/Video/Politics] Kate Bush, "Army Dreamer"

I think this is a great anti-war video. Kate Bush is one of my favorite artists.

(from youtube)

4.01.2006

[Politics] SD50 Convention

Well, political conventions beyond the precinct caucus level are always a pip, and this was no exception. What could have been a nice, quiet little convention was of course thrown into chaos in the CD5 side of things (in which I currently reside) due to the retirement announcement by longstanding CD5 Congressman Martin Olav Sabo. A scramble to fill the seat, and the next thing I know I have no fewer than nine candidates trying to get my support for their run for Congress. Of course, this is so recent, that I have only the vaguest notion what politics each of these people bring, much less what kind of legislator they would be. The names that had any clout, so far as I could tell, were Mike Erlandson (former DFL party chair), Jack Nelson-Pallmeyer (liberal antiwar darkhorse), and Keith Ellison (never heard of him). Ember Reichgott-Jung I also remember from my convention days, but there didn't seem to be too much buzz about her name. I'm amazed Satveer Chaudhary did not throw his name into the ring, but then he has a toddler, and being a new parent is hard enough work without a congressional level campaign. He'll get his State Senate seat back in a walk. He seems to be honing his firebrand speaking style since last I heard him.

I was amazed at the level of support Becky Lourey got for her gubernatorial run, and at this point, I plan on supporting her. Of course the 800 pound gorilla in the room Mike Hatch will probably flatten her in her attempts to get on the ballot, but I just can't support Hatch when Lourey seemed to speak more to my values. I'm also of an understanding that Hatch has alienated quite a few people.

I think Amy Klobuchar will get the nomination for U.S. Senate. I actually like Ford Bell more, and may or may not support him, but I'd guess it'll all be moot come November.

My resolution made it to the SD level and hopefully it passed. Asking for the impeachment of Bush and Dick is probably popular enough to go onto the CD5 convention level, at which I'll be attending. Oh, and I'm the first alternate from my walking subcaucus to the state convention, so I'll be doing that again. The state convention is always a blast. Here's hoping I can get up that early three days in a row. Oh, and it is going to be in "The Happiest Place on Earth" this June, so I'm sure I'll see a few of you down in Mayo country June 9-11.

3.31.2006

[Poem] The Rain, the Cleansing Rain

Down the rain falls
swirling in the street
big drops the size of candy
bounce when they hit the ground
the rain falls
and
washes all the filth away.

3.29.2006

[Word] wrongeousness

wrongeousness

as seen on Fark:

"This is a man, I believe, God has appointed ... to represent righteousness in government," (regarding Tom DeLay)

if that's righteousness, i'm wholeheartidly in favor of wrongeousness.

[Politics] Me: ISO strength, healing and common ground. You: ready to join a revolution

Anne Lamott recently posted this insightful editorial to Salon.com : (see the original here)

March 29, 2006 | I'm drawn to almost any piece of writing with the words "divine love" and "impeachment" in the first sentence. But I know the word "divine" makes many progressive people run screaming for their cute little lives, and so one hesitates to use it. Also, we all know that there isn't going to be an impeachment any time soon.

However, maybe there is the chance of a calm, polite revolution, and perhaps in lieu of "divine love" we could use the idea of simple "kindness." Consider, just for the sake of argument, how good people, in a democracy that has been taken over by cold, rich, scary, armed white men, might proceed.

Good people who have watched their country's leaders skid so far to the triumphal right would have to do something. I mean, wouldn't they? Am I crazy? Otherwise, those people's children will ask them someday, when we are all living in caves, "What did you do to try and save us?" And the children will be so angry, and they are so awful and unpleasant when they are mad, even in the dark.

I, for one, do not want to answer that I did nothing, or that I ranted and flailed, showing up to support my own interest groups, candidates and concerns.

Instead, I think we should lay down our differences, and have a revolution. I am wondering if July 14 works for everyone.

My father wrote a great novel about an antiwar march in 1970, called "The Bastille Day Parade," in which many protesters carried signs that read, "Turn Off the Lie Machine." In choosing July 14, I would like to pay tribute to him and to the people of his generation, who are surely turning in their graves, as if on rotisseries, with horror about life in their beloved America. They were passionate in their fight against fascism, and Joseph McCarthy, their commitment to civil rights, and to libraries, and to good manners. All of us were raised to be polite, as honest as we could manage, and to live as if the word "fair" meant something, which all sounds a little Amish at this point. A renewal of these values would be the major plank of this revolution.

In this revolution, there will not be any positions except kindness, and libraries. We will not even have a battle cry, as that can lead to chanting, and haranguing: Hey, hey, ho, ho, all that chanting's got to go! We would simply look one another in the eyes, shake our heads, and say, "This just can't be right." We will not try to figure out what it all means: Iraq, Guantánamo, Abu Ghraib, Terri Schiavo, abortion rights, the Downing Street Memo, domestic spying, immigration, the Kyoto Accords, the Geneva Connections, Tom DeLay -- none of it. We all know what kindness means, and I think we can all agree that libraries are sacred, and our revolution will decree that we will fight tooth and nail for these things, politely.

Mostly we will show up and say things like, "Giving India massive nuclear assistance? I don't know -- that just can't be right." "Madge, maybe I'm nuts, but John Bolton, at the U.N.? Can that be right?"

I am hoping for a large turnout even though so few people showed up to mark the third anniversary of the war in Iraq. This was dispiriting, but let's not dwell on it. That was then, almost two weeks ago. This is now. Nearly 50 million people voted for Kerry, and I'm hoping for somewhere in the neighborhood of 20 million (although I know the press will way underreport the turnout). We need precinct leaders to get the word out, although not the kind who go door-to-door while people are eating, then threaten sweetly to come back later. Bitter neighbors are the very last thing this revolution seeks.

We would all show up on Bastille Day, propelled by the ferocious, heartbroken belief we've carried since childhood, that America is a republic, of 50 states, united and humane.

It would be nice if everyone would turn off his or her cellphone that day.

Also, I thought we could all wear green -- not because we have an environmental position we are pushing, but because trees, grasses and the natural world are just so incredibly beautiful and precious. Nature = life. Some will suspect that this is inching dangerously close to a "position," what with everyone in green, hundreds of shades of green -- and if I am being honest, it's true that the tiniest point might be made that a black-and-white worldview, a Manichaean good vs. evil color scheme, is wearing out its welcome.

Additionally, it would be great if everyone could bring a bit of fruit to share, and maybe a few dollars, in case one runs into someone desperately poor.

Bananas are great, as I believe them to be the only known cure for existential dread. Also, Mother Teresa said that in India, a woman dying in the street will share her banana with anyone who needs it, whereas in America, people amass and hoard as many bananas as they can to sell for an exorbitant profit. So half of them go bad, anyway.

Maybe, come to think of it, that wasn't Mother Teresa. Maybe that was Ram Dass, or my neighbor Irmgaard, but it doesn't matter. Trust me: Fruit is a nice touch. Apples, oranges, it doesn't matter, and it would not be mandatory that you bring any fruit at all.

All we would ask is that you show up and help us foment a revolution, based on kindness and that silly old idea our parents taught us, about fairness. Maybe we'd sing "My Country, 'Tis of Thee." No offense in that, really, is there?

But we won't sing that if it is going to stir up a lot of debate and screeds and distraction. I was just thinking that both of my parents died here, on this land that they loved. They were both born abroad. A lot of our parents have died, people who made sure their children read John Steinbeck, Rachel Carson and Langston Hughes. I would show up for my parents, by proxy.

Never mind; we don't have to sing that song. Still, I cry when I hear it.

We will just all come together. Bastille Day. Ix-nay on the cellphones and the speeches. Like Woody Allen said once before I turned on him, 80 percent of life is just showing up. We will show up and foment a loving revolution, wearing green: I just looked up "foment," to make sure that this is what I meant. It comes from the Latin "fomentum," which means a warm poultice. One of the definitions is to apply a warm cloth, dipped in warm water or medication, to a body that needs healing; and that is exactly what I meant.

I'm thinking noon-ish.